The Daily Douz

So I just had a dinner date with two of my very best friends. I don’t FULLY realize how much I miss people until I’m there with them hanging out again! That’s so stupid! I need to embrace the moments I get to spend along the way, not take them for granted!! Man, time flies. We ended up staying there about an extra hour just catching up on each other’s lives! I think we got more evil stares from the waitress than pennies loose in my purse! LOL! (There were plenty of other tables available, ma’am.) Anyway, life comes at you fast, when you least expect it, I guess. Both of my close friends have either gone through or are going to go through huge milestones in their lives, getting married!!, and it’s amazing to think back to just like 8 months ago when we were all carefree, single, loving life living together and checking out those hot boys we always spotted. I can’t even believe it - I’ve lived in this stinkin cold basement for like 5 months now! I mean, that’s crazy! I remember moving in and telling my parents, I gotta at least stick this out for a month. Just to try it out. And it’s been 5? Wow.

Anyway, it’s good to have people in your life who care about you. When they currently aren’t available or if you yourself are unintentionally “pushing” them away, life SUCKS and you think you’re all alone, that there’s no one in the entire world who cares about you at some points in time. And it’s these times, when I go home to family for vacation, when I meet with my long lost friends whom I love dearly, this is when I can see - right through my own dang eyes! - that there ARE people who care about me and who may have been thinking about me in those lonely moments but I myself refuse to believe that because I don’t think so highly of myself. Wow, just wow. I’m overwhelmed I guess. I don’t realize how much fun, life, and love that friends bring to your life, until it’s gone for a while and I’m missing it. And yeah, those awkward times can be VERY awkward, but in the end - IT’S WORTH IT, duh!!! Even I can admit that. Ga’ak!

Now that this sounds very much like a journal entry, I’ll cut and end it. Sorry for rambling but thanks for reading if ya did. I don’t post all that often on this here blog, but when I do, it has to have been something special for me to write about it, am I right??? Lol! Okay, enough, Marci! Dang it, shut your mouth-I MEAN stop typing!!! K, later homies. Special shout out to my really good friends who I went to dinner with tonight, you girls have really got it goin on!!!

(As originally coined by the one and only Gwen) - Love.Angel.Music.Baby

so it’s been a pretty good weekend, i must admit. i wish all my weekends turn out this good at least. i had a girls’ night out, at the drive in and that was really funny and way fun! i love those girls! Karin, Eileen and Beth! haha, there couldn’t be a better combo than the 4 of us. and i’m fairly content with my life right now. it has it’s ups and downs of course, but it’s been kinda positive lately. so maybe i’m getting over some things. i’m really into music right now, mainly The Rocket Summer (all three albums), Mayday Parade (just one album so far) and Colbie Caillat, she’s so bubbly and positive. and i’ve been wanting to create my own music for a long time now. most of the music i fall in love with has been a male voice with piano in the background. and i can play piano, so why not make some songs, right? well i tried writing some lyrics but haven’t settled into a niche yet. I want to write about experiences I’ve had, ya know since those are the best songs, the most meaningful. so yeah someday i will make that happen.

i have so many ideas right now. i’m an idea-aholic! i’ve felt so creative, like starting websites, making cards, painting my bamboo pots, decorating my house, just everything, plus music. it’s amazing. i don’t think i’ve ever felt this creative before in my life. in high school, i thought i was TERRIBLE at art! can you believe that I’m majoring in an art subject?! crazy. well that’s all i wanted to say today, so late.

Panic at the Disco Concert!

devin playing the guitar.

1st guitar photo of devin.