The Daily Douz

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so school has started. it’s a little overwhelming but good at the same time. it’ll be good to keep busy and actually have class to look forward to, rather than just going to work 24/7. homework will keep me really really busy though, even though i only am taking two classes. still, it will challenge me. going to class today makes me really yearn for a nice, manual digital camera. i’m going to look into buying one, finally! i’ve held out long enough, it’s about that time to buckle down and get myself a nice dig camera so i can fit in with my classmates and the rest of the world, right? hasn’t the entire world gone digital?! seems like it. so hopefully i can get on that fast. it’s apparent that i’ll need one asap. so i’m hoping i’ll be able to pay for it with my student loan. egh, the realities of life. the financial strain that tuition and other school costs take on you. the benefits of saying, yeah that’s for school. the camera is for school, riiiiiggghhhhttt. and for business. because well, yes i will be doing business with it too. i already take engagements, bridals, family pics, portraits and other photos for people, so i might as well convert to digital for that. well, better get going on my homework for tonight! and eat dinner. agh, life is so busy! must keep my mind straight so i don’t forget to do anything. ok late.

so this weekend i slept way too much. let’s just say the entire day is not good to sleep through. you wake up feeling hopeless and that you lost the whole weekend. you feel very lost and wondering where did the time go? why did you sleep so long? did my body need all that sleep? why can’t my body tell me when it has gotten too much sleep, like make you wide awake or something like that? it tells you when you haven’t gotten enough, by the yawning right? but then you can still be yawning when you’ve overslept and that’s no good, because when does your body tell you the difference between under-sleeping and over-sleeping? it doesn’t. at least, not to my knowledge. and that sucks. i need my body to tell me when to stop sleeping. an alarm clock or 5 isn’t good enough to wake me up. i need more than that. i need visualization power, telling myself before i even fall asleep, that i’ll wake up at a certain time and get to work on time. i have to have positive self-talk and communication with my brain that yes, i will wake up when my alarm goes off. i hate starting the week out late. it feels like the rest of the week will follow, no doubt. you can’t change it, it’s inevitable. but guess what… i AM going to change it, with my positive thinking! this time, tonight, I WILL WAKE UP WHEN MY ALARM GOES OFF AND I WILL BE ON TIME TO SCHOOL/WORK. there i said it. now maybe i can enjoy my sleep instead of worrying that i won’t wake up. lol. k bye.

okay, daily douz is ready for submission to the big search engines. yay! i’ve finally gotten some things in place that i wanted to have ready before i submit my blog. so hopefully i can get indexed soon and maybe even get some kind of page rank at this pr update. who knows? it’s still in process right? it’s not done with the pr update, so MAYBE! let’s hope! anyway, it’ll be so much easier to blog now, I GOT THE INTERNET AT HOME YESTERDAY FINALLY!!! yay for marci! i was also able to get cable tv too! yay, so now marci’s life isn’t so boring anymore. but now she has many distractions, lol. but before i had like nothing to do, but sit at home and sleep. and guess what… that’s what i did! i mostly slept a TON! but now i can get stuff done. done online, done for my classes i’m taking, done for work, etc. i’m so excited to start this new chapter in my life and get going on my side projects. hope they will be successful. and maybe down the road i will have to convert to proper english and grammer. but we’ll see about that, later. well everyone, thanks for reading. please continue to visit my page as i will continue to learn how to improve this blog and other sites i am a part of. thanks! k bye.