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*plugged ears
*having hot flashes after showers
*bruises from bumping into walls
*sharing razors
*when my eyebrows don’t cooperate
*sore throat
*social anxiety
*my cheeks (facial, lol)
*that I can’t have a cat or dog
*dust
*never enough time in a day
*arguments
*feeling of failure
*never enough money
*zits
*that my eyesight is slowly failing
*unwanted body hair
*chapped lips
*job interviews
*depression
*phone calls
*cowlicks
*sweat
*mustard, pickles, tomatoes
*dry hands
*spiders
*bad smells
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I applied for a mostly work-at-home job that I’m pretty excited for. They called me for an interview, which I’m completely nervous for, on Monday. So wish me luck! I hope I can snag this job and turn it into full time. It’s part-time but could work into full-time, is what they said. So we’ll see.
I’m still making cards and trying to sell them on the side. I also babysit for my brother and his wife and their 3 outgoing boys. And I’ve been looking into selling stock photography lately. I want to get into that, but I haven’t submitted anything quite yet. But the more I learn, the easier it sounds to get involved with. And now I hope to land this new job possibility. Things are lookin’ up for me finally. 
For those of you who have seen or heard about this Wii game called Your Shape, you should go check out #YourShape for Wii Giveaway featured on CraftyMama of 4 blog.
It’s the only Wii exercise game out that has a webcam and Jenny McCarthy hosts, and supposedly, corrects your posture as you workout. Sounds pretty cool, huh? Yeah I’d love to try it out. I’d like to win this giveaway. Hint, hint!
So this post is overdue. This is Way Back When Wednesday.
I remember the date exactly; it was November 12, 2009 at about 4 pm. I was at work, doing things I was supposed to do, trying to whittle my workload down, when I was called in to see the Human Resource guy of my company. I was nervous, as I always am for meetings, and didn’t know why he was calling me in. So when he sat down and said this is something they never like to do, my smile faded. He said they were going to have to let me go….
I sat shocked in my seat, this news came completely out of the blue. I almost didn’t believe this was even happening. Automatically, tears starting pouring out my eyes as I was asking things like: Seriously? Wait this is for real? What am I supposed to do now? Is anyone else getting laid off? So he told me they were removing two other people from my team as well, but that they would still have a job on the call floor. Since I was hired on under Data Entry, I wouldn’t have the option to move to the call floor. He didn’t even offer it. There are 2 other people on our team that got to KEEP their jobs. One is the team manager and the other another team member just like I was. So now the team of 5, including the manager, was now a team of 2. They told me they would outsource our jobs, that they are re-arranging the team and have better resources to use at this point, which meant outsourcing. (I was thinking in my head that was such BS!!! My boss, the team director, has always said he would never outsource our work. I had always held onto the hope he gave to all of us that our jobs were secure. Apparently not, after all.)
I couldn’t believe my company was selling out. Over THREE AND A HALF YEARS I gave to them, worked my butt off, tried to gain longevity and show loyalty to this company and I get laid off as a ‘thank you’. Very nice.
So then as I’m job hunting the next day and filling out unemployment and all that, I saw on Craigslist that this very same company was looking to hire for the position of Social Media Guru and SEO Director (something to that effect anyway). As I read through the description for both job positions I realized I could have applied for either one of them, honestly. I would have probably been perfect for the Social Media Guru position. And get this… they were posted on November 4, 2009!! So this very same HR guy who let me go, had posted these 2 jobs 8 days before! And he told me in the meeting that he only found out 5 minutes before our meeting. Wow. This was a low blow.
A company I spent over 3 and a half years at, bonding with other co-workers, making chit-chat, establishing a “family” atmosphere at my home-away-from-home and now I’m just completely cut off!
And to top all of this off… I thought for sure I would remain good friends with the last two people who got to keep their jobs on that team, but guess who was wrong?! I’ve tried numerous times to contact each of them separately to keep up with them but with no response. Wow. And I thought we were good friends. We were there for each other whenever annoyances came up from our team or whenever we needed a friend and now they both are not there for me.
So as you can see, I’ve been a bit bitter about this whole event. It’s taken me a month and a half to actually conjure up the words to tell the blog world about my lay off. Now you have it. The real story. I had no idea it was coming. I was completely taken off guard. My ex-company has NOT been hit at all by this ongoing economic recession. They were in fact HIRING when this happened. And I keep seeing more job listings even this week for other positions in the company, none that I’m qualified for. They are not hurting for money. They are, in fact, money-greedy and don’t care for each and every employee they employ. Very sad.
So for Christmas, I want each and every one of you who is employed to be thankful you have a good job. I, on the other hand, lost mine a month and a half ago and STILL have no prospects in getting another one like the one I had. Please don’t take your jobs for granted during this recession. I had to learn the hard way. My Christmas bonus was in the form of a BIG FAT LAY OFF. Thankyouverymuch.
There have been some good things along the way too though. I’ve recently moved out from a dungeon basement apartment I was living in for 2 years. Now I’m in a four-plex with nice big windows and I feel really great about where I live, finally. My boyfriend has a great new job with an awesome global company. He’s lucky to have this job and I’m so grateful he landed it. I’m thankful for my boyfriend; we’ve been together over a year and a half now. Going strong. I’m feeling a bit better about myself finally, after letting some time pass, and I’m hopeful for the new year. I am thankful for friends, family and my loved ones. I will keep my true friends near and hold onto family more than ever.
Another Tuesday Tunes…
LMFAO – LaLaLa
Don’t know why it has such a long intro before the actual song…
Owl City – Fireflies
Cute song!
Paramore – Careful
I love anything Paramore.
Another Tuesday Tunes is upon us! Woohoo! Plug in for some fun and probably familiar tunes today. Check back next Tuesday for more. Thanks!
Paramore – Ignorance
[I could listen to this song over and over again]
Jay-Z (feat. Rihanna, Kanye West, Roc Nation) – Run This Town
Lady Gaga – Paparazzi (Live Acoustic)
[I love the piano music on this version]
Wow, I skipped a year in celebrating my half-birthdays. LOL. What was I thinking?!
So today I am officially 28 AND A HALF. Check me out! Yeah I’m climbin that age ladder alright. You betcha!
I’m still working for the same company, doing SEO, been here over 3 years, actually closer to the 4 year mark, live in the basement of my house still, alone, have created about 9 websites total, 6 are mine, have learned in leaps and bounds in the world of SEO and am thankful for my challenging job.
My sisters and brother are all married and have at least 3 kids each. My oldest sister has 2 more than 3. In fact, she has a daughter in college now! My parents still live in California. Um, seeing babies makes me feel baby hungry. My brother and his wife and 3 boys live in the same city that I live in so I’m thankful to be able to spend time with their family often! And they have a baby boy, who makes me baby hungry. He’s got such a huge smile and he smiles with his eyes. And my 2nd oldest sister has 2 daughters and 1 baby boy who is as cute as can be! The memorable thing about him is that while he’s in the stroller and mommy is pushing it, he’ll just sit and stare at his mommy and just smile! It’s so adorable!
I still have a deep love for music and all things creative. I haven’t played the piano in over 2-3 months and I’m getting really rusty. My house is chaos from all the Provo zoning requirements they’re throwing at us. I still care for my little hamster Olly who hides out in his house about 97% of the time. I’d really love to get either a puppy or a kitty so I can cuddle with an animal. I long for that companionship from a little furry one.
And that’s about it for my random post. I think I’ll end it with: Happy Veteran’s Day! 
And thanks for reading my randomness. I just wanted to announce my HALF birthday. LOL.